Sunday, June 13, 2021

The Great I AM

He’s better than celebrating Christmas, HE IS Christmas.

He’s better than attending a birthday party, HE IS the life giver. 

He’s better than going on a vacation, HE IS the vacation.

He is EGO EIMI- I AM.

He’s better than star gazing, He created them and calls them each by name. 

He’s better than a dream materialized, HE IS the dream.

He’s better than the answered prayer, HE IS the fulfillment of all things, not one desire, but all dreams. 

He’s better than when the light bulb goes off in our mind, HE IS the light of the world. 

He’s better than a room full of friends, HE IS the friend that sticks closer than brother. 

He’s better than any expert doctor, HE IS himself the medicine, surgeon and cure. 


Sunday, June 6, 2021

Honey- God's Sweet Nectar

I love God's Word. It is a lamp to me and a light to me as Psalm 119 says.

However, I did not always go to the Word to get my instructions for the day.

I went to me myself and I.

What do I want to do? Where do I want to go? What food should I eat? Me me me.

Over the course of this Christian journey I have learned through daily discipline the NECESSITY of reading God's Word EVERY SINGLE DAY.

Would you go one day without a meal?

No.

(well unless you are fasting but that's not what I am implying here)

In general, we eat 3 meals a day, plus some snacks. 

I have been meditating on God's Word and trying to be more intentional of letting it "get into me."

We can read and then get nothing out of it. We can say- what did I just read?

We have all been there. 

But we need to be disciplined to read.

My husband takes blood pressure meds and I daily remind him to take it. 

We all need daily reminders! It is critical to take our medications, drink water, eat food, etc.

Well duh you might be thinking...

But what about treats?

Ice cream, brownies, cookies, scones, doughnuts, mydelight cupcakes....

Oh the joy of eating THESE type of foods. We don't even need reminders to eat these because we want to.

I have been really enjoying reading through the Gospel of John. It is in my one year Bible reading. 

I am so thankful for this time and this season, God plants me RIGHT where I need to be in the Gospel of John. 

I need Jesus. 

Yes the Old Testament is fabulous and I read through those books...but Jesus.

There is just something about that Name.

There is a favorite old song that we used to sing at church:

Jesus Jesus Jesus Holy and Anointed One

Jesus

Your Name is like honey on my lips

Your Spirit like water to my soul

Your Word is a lamp unto my feet

Jesus I love you

I love you

Today I was walking with Isaac and my Spirit was refreshed after just reading John 15 in the morning before the day escaped me.

I said in my spirit "LORD You are like Honey"

There are many verses in the Word that mention honey

"Pleasant words are like a honeycomb, sweetness to the soul and health to the bones" Proverbs 16:24

 "How sweet are your words to my taste, sweeter than honey to my mouth!" Psalm 119:103

God's Word is like honey the psalmist writes...but when we are in pain...we often run from God instead of running to His Word.

I love this word picture because I love sweets. I actually prefer dessert over dinner. 

But Honey doesn't just "come" alive out of no where. 

What is nectar?

nectar: noun, A sugary fluid secreted by plants especially within flowers to encourage pollination by insects and other animals. It is collected by bees to make honey.

The bees collect the nectar and then they make honey.

Wow LORD you are speaking!

We are like the bee. We must GO TO the plant (God's Word) to gather the nectar (the sugary fluid) and meditate on it, take it with us whereever we go and keep doing it over and over and over again and then low and behold- God's Word turns into honey in our lives!

What a blessing!

I read a book recently where the author endured intense chronic pain and years of suffering. 

She said "read the Bible even when it tastes like cardboard"

My encouragement to you is STICK WITH IT.

It's summer and many people fall off their reading plan and devotional time because of vacations and other things....

I remember one time Jeanette Walls said "What started as duty, ended up becoming a delight"

What she means is....when you read the Word, you might feel distracted, sleepy, unengaged bored, or down right uninterested. 

STICK WITH IT. 

Make a decision to read the Word every day and if possible twice a day.

Also, don't compare yourself with others. If your spouse or friend or relative reads and has 3 hour devotions...that's awesome. 

If you are a busy mom and can only read for 15-20 minutes that is glorious and God will use the Word you implant in yourself to bear much fruit.

His Word really is alive and active. 

We need the Holy Spirit. 

If the Bible was a car, the Holy Spirit is the spark plug. It is so important to ask God to open your eyes and heart to what He is saying. 

Lastly, pray the Word. Open a psalm and pray God's Word back to Him. Or whatever you just read, turn it into a prayer. If you read John 15 like I did this morning, thank God for being the vine and for allowing you to be a branch. Give Him permission to prune away dead branches, ungodly thoughts, fleshly attitudes and dead activities that are not bearing fruit but actually hindering your growth,. 

His Word is like honey.

Jesus-His name is like honey.

Read God's Word, even if it feels like duty, trust me, it will turn into a delight! 

Saturday, June 5, 2021

My friend Daniel

 My friend Daniel

Isaac and I go to a park every day.

It’s in Upland.

Sometimes we venture to a different one in Ontario or Chino... or Bonelli...but the default park is in Upland. 

We go every day.

Even when it rains, even on days he has school, and even on Sundays and holidays.

Part of autism includes a comfort in routine...

When we can’t go to the park it really bothers him...

There is another mom I see often with a son (on his scooter) and she walks her black lab.

The son’s name is Daniel.

He is the only person for over a year who has ever paused to talk and get to know me.

He is also on the spectrum.    

He noticed Isaac and asked if Isaac had autism- I said “Yes” and he said “me too”

I saw him on this last Friday.

Daniel loves trains.

He volunteers at a train museum and knows everything about trains.

I mentioned I visited Colorado once and he said, “Oh you must have seen logging trains”

He knows tons of facts and the history of trains and their evolution.

On Friday we spoke again.

We talked about birthdays.

I explained to him that Isaac has an obsession with birthdays.  

I said “Hey Daniel, you know how you like trains? That’s how Isaac feels about birthdays. He likes everything about birthdays. The cake, presents, pizza, piƱata, balloons, decorations- All of it”

He said “oh yeah! That’s the good stuff!”


It was so refreshing that Daniel didn’t think it was weird Isaac obsesses over birthdays just like I don’t think it’s weird he loves trains. I get it.


Then he shared how he recently stayed near Yosemite National Park for a birthday celebration.  His birthday is May 31.

I asked if he went into the National Park

 (I LOVE Yosemite!!) . 

He replied “No, you have to have a reservation. We stayed outside -near the park -where the railways are”


Catch that?


Daniel is much more interested in trains near Yosemite than the park itself. AMAZING! 

This is similar to Isaac who loves the package of a present- the bow- the paper- or the tissue paper & bag- than the actual gift (most times) 


God knew I needed to meet Daniel. 


He is able to articulate and communicate well but I gather he probably does not have many friends.

Kids/teens/ and adults with autism often appear to have one track minds- one interest- and sadly, that tends to irk or annoy people.


God has been reminding me that Isaac does not annoy Him. 


In fact, God loves birthdates and celebrations too.  He created them! 


God loves to listen to Daniel explain to strangers like me all about trains- God made his mind and gave Daniel a great ability to communicate.


I pray we can look beyond the oddness of people, or the strangeness of others or the quirky behaviors of those on the spectrum.    


For when you enter the world of others (and allow them to enter yours) you’ll find you’ve made a friend.  


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